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July 04

You Are Not Alone

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*By Spectralizer*

Title, just what i want to tell you

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Today was a tiring day... finished lesson at 11.30, head for lunch at koufu. Eat Roti prata. >.<

Before that, head over to find ting ting, passed her something, and went off without saying anything... Dunno why i can't say anything.

Test starts at 3.30. Dam long before the paper... Argh... slack at clubroom.

After bryan went off, go find ben and alvin for a while. Accompany ben to have some mini lunch or something, dunno why he's hungry.

Test, gonna fail soon. roar~~~

After that head for lion dance competition rehersal. And this gives me an idea for my DEAE Photo journal, i gonna do about lion dance.

Presenting out new lion. Freshly, just went through the ceremony and i took a photo of it.

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Very nice and beautiful, the fur feels dam nice as well. The color is dam bright, everything's so perfect.... And it feels light too. Said to cost $1000? Is it... so ex siol.

Went back home, had supper outside with shu lin, hehe thanks for accompanying. Or else i'll be eating alone. I did treat her ice milo for accompanying. chit chat a while and i'm back.

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A soft toy i found, wanted to show jia ling

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Is this suppose to be cute? lol  >,<

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How come i'm feeling shy nowadays.
July 02

Darkness

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*By: Spectralizer*

Taken Yesterday Outside My House

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Was browsing through my photobucket album, looking back at all the photos i took last time, or publish last time, lets share some over here..

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[oooo, very long ago stuff. Haha like this pic alot]

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[HabboHotel sia.... Dam cool, LOL]

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[Simple animation for my favourite Soul Slayer in bleach :D]

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[My first ever program created using a dunno wat software call Lookout. Done During my ITE]

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[Yeh my keychain i bought last time. 1 with my previous girl... Kind of miss her. I'm still holding onto the other one]

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[Drew by my best friend in ITE, Domnic. Priscilla. Wonder how she's doing in the society now]

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[Haha, one of my equipment in Granado Espada, Priscilla == Same spelling somemore. Thanks wei liang for it :D Just use it for fun :D]

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[True Tears, My favourite character in the show, ai-chan :D]

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[Oooo 1 year ago, when we doing CIP for Character Development Module. Oooo fun event.]

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[Chinese Garden, Fish retarded face, lol, haha funny la]

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[Did it last time, anya dam cute~]

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[My work for maya first assignment >.< In the end never submit this render picture, scare teacher kp me ==]

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[Bryan long lost photo, finally found le, he go delete from my phone ==]

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[Webp 2nd assignment submission :D Dam pinky~~~ And surprising teacher remember even when i enter year 2, say "ya you are the one that give me pinky website for both assignment 1 and 2]

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[wooot, OC second presentation , waahahhaha]

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[Lifeless people in SP, US]

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[Lion Dance Group !!! Woot, i'm from lion dance]
July 01

Perfect

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*by: femketje*

Very nice close up... Always wonder, why people can do it one

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Today IDD lesson, was kind of good, better than previous one i think. At least i believe i have learn something today.

1 Lesser thing to worry now, Filming Thing. Left 3 more.

And worrying about myself.

Seems like i can, slowly, slowly, fade, away. Cause ya, haha :) Condition fulfilled, it's time to execute.

Few important things to do now.

Photo Journal
100 Photo
DDM Bonding Day
Edit NDP Video

Head over to lion dance room today, finally got time to play drum le "da da da da da". Woot~~~

Hui xian joined in our clique today, Asked her "see DMIT club people fun rite?", she reply "they more lame".   >.<

After tat accomapny hui xian wait for her bus. Then after tat saw jia ling and head home together with daryl.

Thanks everyone who turn up for the filming

Sharlene
Darren
Billy
Chad
Pei Lin
Ting Ting
Daniel
Daryl
Mei Eng
Bryan
Hui Xian
Shu Lin

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Ignorance Is Bliss

Knowledge Is Power

Which One Is More True?

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Fade
-> Reduce Threat By 100% for 25 Seconds

Does it work on me....

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Congrats daniel and Alexia :D 1 month :D, hope u guys last forever :D

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For Wei ern

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Ever seen U: Drive? lol

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The History

 *Delete this sometime ago*

But guess it's ok already. Since she's seen this before le.

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Feel like saying, what i don't want to say. For the pass few month when i first met you.

First time when i saw you, playing CS together with, Daniel, param and some other which i forgot. Can't see your face that time. Somehow, want to know you.

That time, i organized this sakae sushi trip. You turn up, when i didn't expect. I manage to get to know you.

Slowly as time passes by, a short period of time of 1 week. For some reason i like you. Not knowing wh. Not knowing how.

Try to get closer, just to know, you're gonna be with someone else. I knew i have to give up. But it goes on.

Can't help it, i want to let u know my feelings. That was like 2 - 3 weeks after the sushi trip. I called you, told you, how i felt.

Judging from your replies, i knew there isn't gonna be a positive answer. I knew. That was also the time i knew you are interested in him.

I realise, i have to give up.

Turned out, we are closer, after my confession. Was kind of glad. But, that means, i won't be able to let go of it.

Freshmen Orientation Reunion. Went cycling, was really worry that time, i can't keep my eyes off you. During that time, i confirm that, "he likes you".

I'm sad, but feels happy for you. I knew i should, i knew.

I realise, i have to give up.

But then things started to change, and you told me differently. I couldn't leave u alone, i want to care about you.

Really happy when you can tell me your problems, and share with me.

The time we head off together to esplande for photoshoot. Really enjoy the time with you. That is, during the trip.

When returning, it makes me heart broken to see you in such a mood, never seen you like this before. I stretch out my arms, wanted to hug you, but took it back, i know, i'm not in the position to do that.

I try to confront you, i don't want to feel this way, but you told me, "Only he can save me now". I was really shock, and, i felt useless, and un-important that time.

I realise, i have to give up.

But, i can't leave you alone again. I told myself "i must see to it till everything goes well". But, it's just an excuse, i think, because i don't wan to give up yet.

Would sms chat with you almost everyday, would be very happy to receive your sms. But thing's a little different, when you mention his name. I dunno wat to reply.

You would ask me things about him. I couldn't help it. But thanks to 'her' who would always give me a pat, when she saw my sms, and knew what's going on.

I realise, i have to give up.

Things seems to go well for u and him, i felt happy, for you.

Next thing i know, you're together with him. Don't want to believe it at first. But have to believe when you told me.

I realise, i have to give up.

Couldn't let go, for no reason, i liked you. For no reason, i could never let go.

I though i could be like last time, just sms. But everytime when you start counting down, i felt, different. Cause i know, you only have him.

Even if both me and him say the same thing, to you, only he knows you better.

I realise, i have to give up.

I realise, i have to let go.

I know i can't compare to him. But 1 thing for sure i believe.

I love you, more than anyone else in the world does.

I have to force myself to give up, i know i have to.

In exchange, i got myself a cute, stubborn, crazy, hyperactive, violent, playful sister.

Called... Ting Ting.

I'm happy rite now.

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June 30

Peace

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By: marlajeje

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First thing i saw you in the morning, never expect to see you. First word u speak, the tone. I'm thinking "what happen, something is wrong". I asked you, you said you're ok. I wan to believe it, cause alvin said "People say it's ok then it's ok".

I hope i'm just over sensitive. Thats what i thought for the whole day. Cause you seems very different. But i wanted to think abit more positive.

But then, haiz. I know you won't talk to me about it. But i'm happy at least u want to share with someone else.

Smile girl.... smile....

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After school today, head over to eat and get some stuff. With. Myself, you shan, douglas, bryan, daniel, shu lin, xian zhen, mei eng and hui xian~ Fun day, keep laughing today >.<

Had a mission, to find the cutest eeyore on store, wanted to buy for someone. But dam... saw one, i dun think it's cute la, but shu lin say cute >.< Trying to find one that looks like the one on the net, dam cute... Mission fail... Continuing on....

Bought some ice cream chocolate for hui xian to eat, since i pang seh her. and mei eng go fake fake ask me buy also >.< zzzz.

Taken for Liyana :D

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