Went and watch true tears again. Then found out that in the early episode, there's like already "hints" about the stuff that's gonna happen later... Guess i did not really watch closely enough.

Still a very interesting show even though i watch it a second round this time. I mean its like there's alot of meaning to everything in the show. Will take sometime to fully understand everything.

Wasn't feeling well this afternoon, at first i thought its because my head is like dam pain. But then i think again, my head isn't that pain. Fever? Daniel pass it on to me? Dun think so, never really get near him... Just for some reason, i'm feeling sick, or ill. Then after fahmy tell me or talk to me about it. I then realise, maybe i'm not physically sick, i'm ill in the heart?

How come i got a sense that, she's avoiding me. I actually sense a different, for some reason. Guess i really give a feeling that i'm a play boy just as my friend said? Even though he give me some tips since i have no experience with girls. But then, i feel that, there's not a need to. Since, its un-reversible already.

Had a course talk today. Was told that, our blogs are not suppose to write stuff that defame the school. Then i was thinking, blog is no longer just a dairy? Its like it will affect the owner of the blog. Even though he might just be expressing what he thinks out. Guess world really have change.

"The people aren't the strange one, the world is"

Lastly picture of the day from Code Geass again. This character, i think her name is Anya... by: Murman84

Anya

yeh manage to find the lyrics of this song. A song from School days, the tone of this song is dam sad. My ITE friends say so too.

It hurts after being pierced in my chest
But the lies still increases.
The sweet whispers of your voice
Makes me can’t stop thinking of you (now and then)

My nights still feel uneasy even with you by my side
Let me hear you as the closest one
I forgave every wrong that you have done because I wanted to see your face
When will the betrayer come home?

I’m afraid of falling in love with the person I like (you)
I’m hurt by falling in love with you
We couldn’t make it a memory
I looked up at the sky that was so bright but tears fell

The pain that remains in my heart
With sunlight filtering through the trees, my memory sways
It was so bright that day
Even now I still love you

If you look back to that lonely morning
Where was the warmth of our intertwined fingers?
I realized how lonely it was to be alone (separated)
I closed my eyes so I could pretend i couldn't see it

I want to love even if I'm not loved
If I love you, I want you to love me too
My feelings are overflowing but I don’t have a place to go
My (love) is so much until I cannot move

I’m afraid of falling in love with the person I like (you)
I’m hurt by falling in love with you
We couldn’t make it a memory
I looked up at the sky that was so bright but tears fell

I want to love even if I'm not loved
If I love you, I want you to love me too
My feelings are overflowing but I don’t have a place to go
My (love) is so much until I cannot move
I hope my wish of seeing you can come true

The song is call Namida N Riyuu. Tears of something, riyuu is wat i dunno...

Dam 1 pm lesson... I hate to wait so long for a lesson

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So had project discussion just now... I think i'm not really no good at team work. I dun like it when i'm in serious mode and some of them are like dun care dun care mode. Maybe i'm asking too much, i was thinking like, poly student are more serious than my ITE one. Its fun to be in the class, but i just hope sometime they can be serious too...

I dunno is it my way of presenting is wrong or what. I was taught like this during ITE for presenting and i can manage to present well. Well not like the "A" grade video, But i'm able to do around the "B" one. Thats normally how i present. But when discussing about CD just now... Somehow, it looks like a discussion with just me and bao... Haiz i think i really can't do team work... OC yesterday wasn't that bad... I guess when i'm go into serious mode i kinda get angry or piss off easily... Guess i dun wanna be serious anymore...

So ya maths... wth... 1 hour 30 mins, the teacher took 1 hour to repeat what he teach last time... kinda boring today... onli the last 30 mins when he explain translation then i start to listen. Full blast mode, since i'm in slack mode for the pass 1 hour =.=.

So tel a few more of them. Cause got a feeling like, if i dun share, it seems like i dun trust them. They are good friends... i dun wan to leave a feeling that i dun trust them...

Since 2-3 years never see her, so i went over to her blog and tagged. Guess i'm really that hated by her... She won't even reply to my tag and just jumped to reply others... wth... Haiz want be friends also hard... To love is to get ignore =.=?
I know she delete me from msn, so i can't keep her name there.
I know she delete my hp number, so i can't keep it too.
I know she delete me from friendster, well, i can't keep any memories of her.

wat the hell man... Really i dun wanna think badly of her when my friend talk bad of her... Well at least she's the girl i like for like, em, 4 years? or more can't remember...

Can't believe there's still people who treasures the sky. I didn't mention to my secondary friends about me liking the sky, cause i think they would just say i'm dumb or something. Since there's someone who likes the sky too, ok or at least like taking photos of skys... I'll just say that, i like the sky, dun care what the rest tell me already.

"If you love her then set her free..." Quote from some places...

Picture of the day from an unknown anime. By: Akarix.

Night Wish

So today there's CCA showcase. I was planning to join some CCA i never would join previously. So guess what CCA i registered? I registered 4. For those who knows me well, i guess you might onli guess 1 correctly.

Yup thats right, so call Anime Club. But they call it Lifes Art Club. Basically there's 2 groups in the club. 1 is modeling Models like fixing gundam and spray paint it. Another is drawing anime character. Which both is fine with me ! Dam cool la. Hurrary for Life arts~~~~

2nd, SMIT Club. I just like organizing group events. Gonna have fun with this, relaxing club also.

3rd, Archery. Well i did mention this. Since both i joined is club base which means slack, so i guess i gonna get a sport type. Luckily didn't have to pay for it.

Lastly, you won't even think about it. LION DANCE. Kinda got interested and decide to see if i'm up for it, gonna have first training next thursday.

Well ya having fun walking around to choose CCA. Ad finally got my EZ link card, dam happy. Finally can buy concession.

And well, 1 last thing. I hope he don't spoil this... Cause, this is enough for me already... Wanting more might lead to something lesser... So ya, hope nothing happens, i'm happy like this already. As long as i see a smile...

Code Geass R2 04
Gallows Of Counterattack


[Rolo's evil looks. Seems like he's not as hard-hearted as he looks like. He's mentally weak i can see]


[Karen! Guren pilot, had the dam imbalance Radiation wave. But i guess Guren's right hand became a little smaller...]


[O.... i thought he's really serious when he say he treasure the time he had with his fake brother... And ya kinda shock when he used back the same strategy during the last episode of season 1...]

Lastly picture of the day from Suzumiya Haruhi. By: Yoruangel886 and Noiji Itoh. The title seems like Pajamas... but well maybe there's a meaning behind it...

Pijama Party

Suddenly have the urge to read chinese book. Maybe i should go borrow it later when the library open. I think its open today...

I saw a few lines in an anime which has alot of meaning.

"Friends aren't given, you make them". Kinda true i guess. You can't go infront of them and say "be friend with me please", it doesn't work this way i guess. So maybe i should be a little more friendly..
Jab more, it's the best way to make mroe friends? "Jab" not sure if its even in the dictionary, means to talk jokes or to talk some funny stuff at the correct time which makes a "jab". Thats around what it is in japanese.

"The day before yesterday i saw a rabbit, yesterday i saw a deer, today i saw you". I'm still figuring how this sentences make that part of the story important... Maybe i should go find out about rabbit or deer...

"Its better for fortune to not be accurate, if it is, that means the future is fix. You can't have another choice of "future"..." Kinda like this.

I wonder if there is a story about , "A World Of Nothing-ness With Just Me", or something like this. Gonna go find it later

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Yeh so went over to library just now and manage to grab a book. In the end i still choose back ai qing xiao shou. Hope this will be as good as the previous one. I remember i read one previously dam touching, title call "Tian shi bu zhu zai tian tang", Angels dun live in heaven. Finished it in 1 day, if anyone interested try find it. Its "blue" cover-ed.

So nothing much today, went over arcade and played Tekken 6 again. Finally manage to master a new move, but didn't manage to master any air/chain combos...

Dam boring la today,  shouldn't have finish everything yesterday...

Picture of the day, Code Geass again... Strange name...

Slowly Reign

Woke up in the morning... "Lai chuang" for a while... wake up at 8am in the end... On my com, write down what i need to do for the week, which i believe is 5 items. Watch some new anime on the net. Relax a while. After that went and get my lunch.

While having my lunch i found my Dam dam dam dam old music. think when i'm sec 2. So i just put it all back into my lap. After my lunch, i was browsing through it and listening while doing my work... Then... i confirm the number of work that must be done with zx and to my surprise... i onli remember half of it wth???

Here are the things that we need to do or have to do this week. Just listing down so i can refer back again.
- OC activity 4
- OC Presentation 1
- Maths Tutorial 2
- Maths Group Assignment [Ava liable next week]
- CD Case Study Presentation Preparation
- CD Case Study Individual Assignment [Few Weeks Later]
- IDEA Z Brush Trial Install
- 10 or some Sketches for DVDE
- 3 Shots Of myself For DVDE
- Webp Case 1 to 4

Others:
- Donation Card
- Sign of the letter for borrowing equipment

Quite a number. Then i went and install the CS3 also... Then i can't open PDF file now!!!! I think not everyone have this problem... But then how am i suppose to do my Activity 4 now... Must find a way...

So i had the whole afternoon doing my poly work... Took some pictures from my poly..


Yeh our SMIT Cat! Lucky it haven't been taken away by the SPCA yet.

O ya and i took the time to also do my Photo shots of myself. Not sure if it works but it looks kinda like an advertisement. Maybe those who are doing the same assignment get a few ideas on what they can do? If you need help putting words on the photo or resizing it just give me a call. I know our adobe still can't work yet. But i can use my another com to do the job.











K picture of the day, Code Geass again. C.C. By: Auel1124 and Sunrise

Fantasy From Above The Sky

I always had this problem. I can always joke around, disturb the girls, to be more friendly with them. But then, i never had an idea, on how to jio them. I'm not like my friend who can so call "grab her heart" easily. I, never grabs someone heart before. I, never had experiences before. I, dunno what to do. Even though i have friends that tells me what to do. I had a feeling that, if i follow it, i won't be myself. But if i dun follow, i might not be able to get her to notice me.

demo... sorewa in da....
watashiwa... hitori dakara...
demo sa... dostemo.... kimi ga... suki da...
doste?
omai no kokoro.. kirei da na...

Ok i dunno if i type it correctly... Sometime the pronunciation is different from what i hear... But well nvm... I'm still far from speaking in jap.
[I can't remember the word for "because" .... "date" sounds more like "but"...]

Just a way to express my own feelings to myself sometimes...



O ya manage to find my previous website and took back this poem which i did it during Literature on my sec2 life. I remember i had the idea of doing it when i see my friend sms, and my mood during that time.

Ordinary Me To Special U

I Want You, To Be With Me Together,
Happily After, Forever And After.
You May Not Need Me, But I Really Need You,
My Dream Is Together, Me And You
I Wish Hard, I Pray Upon The Sky,
That You And I, Shall Never Die.
I Hope U Never Leave, And Always Be Mine,
To Always Beside Me, And Forever Mine.

But In The End, You Choose Him,
Leave Me Alone, And Treat Him As Your King.
My Heart Started To Break, And I Want To Cry,
But Heaven Told Me, To Give Another Try.
From Ordinary Me, To Special You,
I Give You These Words, I Love You.

By: Delconi 2003



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I'm in school now. Time is 4.16pm... Refreshing on java... Feel very strange today, like no mood, dunno why... Dam bored... Dunno what to do already, i hate it when i dunno wat to do.
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At home now, 9.31pm. Had some things need to do gonna list down...

-> Sketch a few more for DVD
-> Preparation for OC
-> Tutorial on maths
-> Revise on java
-> Installation of Z Brush and test

All this are what i need to do this week end, starting tml i'll start with OC and then the sketches, follow up by some stuff the next day.

And ya. Sometime i wanted to find people to talk to, To share my problems with. I had one friend like this during secondary. But after that, during my ITE, none... Who can i talk to... Who can i share my problems with...

Well anyway i'm ending this with a picture of the day. From Code Geass, By: Sunrise and Weian

Yellow Sunset

So was lectured by my friend yesterday. But what he say was kinda true. Think positive and it happen to you. Actually the problem dun find me, i find the problem...

Guess i showed a little of emo on train today. dammit... Was thinking too much again...

Matrix for maths is no kick now. Seems like repeating the same old stuff again and again now... Well at least i learn something new about that solving 2 equation thing. Which i should have know before hand but kinda mess up thinking "oh my god i'm too good i have no need to listen" all this craps. I hate it when i'm being a little over confident in maths...

Had fun with DVD too, using the camera we manage to take a few great shots. We also take a class photo too. Finally got class photo.

Today IDEA is fun as well. Never knew Amiel was like dam funny... I mean he can like really just say out some funny stuff anytime anywhere. Here's what we wrote for IDEA. Title is "What bugs me" the arrow is like the solution to the problem.

Delconi

It bugs me when i have to write this bug list
-> Ignore it and lose my assignment marks
It bugs me when i have to make my bed.
-> Ask my mum to do it sometime
It bugs me when i have to take the train to school.
-> Drive to school
It bugs me when i have to carry this laptop to school
-> Put it in the locker in school
It bugs me when i'm having runny nose in the morning
-> Use tissue everytime
IT bugs me when i have to climb the dam mountain everyday to school
-> Ask someone to carry me



Amiel

it bugs me when i have to wake up before 2 pm
--> don't wake up
----> sleep at 6pm the previous night
it bugs me when i get hungry
--> go eat
it bugs me when i'm bored.
---> don't be bored
it bugs me when i run out of money
--> Go home and eat instead.
it bugs me when my guitar strings snap
--->buy new strings
---->put rust protector on the strings
it bugs me when the bus doesn't stop at the the bus stop
---> take cab.

€
hello i'm bob.



Bryan
It bugs me when my sister hogs the toilet early in the morning.
--> Wake up earlier than my sister to bathe
It bugs me to wake up too early in the morning to bathe
--> Let my sister bathe first
It bugs me to have to rush when i bathe because of my sister
--> Don't bathe lor.
It bugs me when the bus and bus stop is too crowded.
--> Throw all of the people out, and drive my own.(Can't do anything else what?)
It bugs me when I need to cut my hair.
--> Can't think of solution
It bugs me when I have long hair.
--> Cut hair lor.

Dam lame la amiel. He was like dam funny...

So anyway, i went and did something to the class photo thus making a wallpaper out of it. If any of the class wants this wallpaper just message me in msn. Its after the edited version with no typos and the card is more curve now instead of square.

Picture of the day will be it.

DDM/1B/24

Early in the morning rain... wth... Woe up 6.20 and decide to continue on my project S. Before that sent my mini report on the topic i was instructed to do by my oc team. 1 of it. Will send the next one today? seems free i guess...

Anyway here's part 3 of my project... I can say 3% completed? Kinda screwed up on the gear at the front... But ah dam forget it. the Lines given are dam blur, cannot see one...



~~~~~~ Entry at 8.13am ~~~~

O maths is like WTH, omg, dam hard la, and dam fun ~~~~~ This is what i call maths! Its harder than engineering maths. Bridging math is nothing, now i'm learning computering maths? not sure the name though. The maths shall keep me accompany for the time being.

I wanted to ask, if i annoyed her. I'm really afraid of pissing people off... I'm not sure if i did piss her off....
But i'll be as glad if we can just talk. But sometime, ya, dun really have chance to talk with her.
Seems like i thought my maths is good, guess not. Guess there's always someone better than me. Especially when she's in my class.
Guess i'm fast, normally i finish first, cause of my mental sum. But then a china girl in ITE, trashed me in timing... Dam fast la...

Guess i can't say i'm good at maths now. I'm losing my touch on doing 2 digit x 2 digit... Last time able to do it within 3s, now wth... Sometime can't even do within 10s...

But anyway maths is still my favourite, regardless i'm good or not.

In my ite, i dun really like it when people surround me and ask me how to do. Or just waiting for my answer. So i decide to keep low profile when i'm in poly. (But can't hide for my maths =.= dam fun la)

But then now, seems like i'm left out. No one really ask me anything during class. Not maya, since there's someone saying he did 3Ds before. Not dvd, since i can't sketch and someone else can do more with adobe than me. Not maths, cause, there's always someone, better than me. Not HTML either.

Feel like lonely though... Looking at everyone in my class, i looks like i'm the weakest, in terms of size, knowledge and face.

Currently at my grandma house. Lazy to search for images for picture of day. Can't continue my project S also. The file's not in my this com.

But at least i cool down now.

Did this simple signature to promote DDM and SMIT for the forum,


Just a simple one grabbing one of my previous work, dun really have idea on what to do...

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O and watched a dumb anime which says... ok no offense... "The breast size are inversely propotional to the maths grade" which means... the larger ur breast is the worst ur maths score it... wth =.= for a moment i thought its true since the anime say about "In German, a breasts Specialist Schnider, the onli guy who study about the relationship between breast size and maths grade". Went wikipedia and no such thing =.= Guess i got fool-ed....

Guess i'm back to normal now from the pass few days of berserk. Fight on Del~ no girls would wan you so just concentrate on studies~ lol... ok its not funny =.=

Kyouran Kazoku Nikki 2
The Party Ends



[Dam this gal really say some strong words...]


[Strange show, its a family make up of. A Weak Small Girl, A Cat, A Lion, A Biological Weapon, A Jelly Fish And... A Gay. Yeh WTH.... But it was dam funny as well]

Anyway picture of the day. Dam keep forgetting to write down the creator name, have to refer back... Jikuhart89
[Tobete No Yume] in japanese should be like this? but this seems more like Dream Of Fly, lol...

Dream To Fly

I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...  I dun wanna care...

I dun wanna care..........

Dam... please just get it off my head... Its driving me crazy... I dun wanna care about it anymore... get it off my head plz... Please... I dun wan it anymore... please god... I hate it, i hate that feeling... I have no idea who to talk to about this. I had to pretend its nothing in school. Or should i say, only during school i can forget about all this? I keep mumbering... "I dun wanna care" on my way home, just like an dumb ass, like a crazy guy.

Sometime i just hope someone can sms me and chat with me...

So to calm myself down a while, home seems to be the best place... I continue doing Project S. I went and took a look at the file size and amazingly... WTH? 50mb? Ok i noe the resolution is like 5000 x 3000 ... But isn't 50mb a bit too much... No wonder i take sometime to upload parts of it up. I wonder how big will the complete product be.... Part 2 of it, the bottom gear, i was hoping to do more, but that dam gear has so many lines wth... Too lazy to continue...

[Gonna do it slowly...]

So was learning more of maya today. After learning it... i found out that, Maya, is not for drawing assembly drawings... Here's an example which i did previously and was given $100 for it


Its just 1 out of the 11 pages of it, and this is the "bad" pieces one, i printed it wrongly. Was given $100 for it, qutie happy, took 3 days to do it.

And this is what maya can do, for a first timer. Drag here and there and boom. Looks like Venomancer from dota... ok watever...


the behinds are actually suppose to be the wings... But it looks crappy... Maya is fun. But ya, it doesn't really have a fixed scale, so really, can't do accurate drawing with this.

O and this looks creepy... was just suppose to be a photo of my lappy... but the wallpapr makes it looks scary.




Code Geass R2 3
The Academy Of Imprison


[Lancelot is back! Not much changes i think... or maybe just me]




[C.C., sometime wear white and black. She looks better in white. But also looks good in black. More attractive in black i would say]

Picture of the day... From Clannad. By: Popisan

Nagisa

Yeh so something's going on my mind lately. But then this picture capture my attention. If i really wanna fully vector it out, then color it, then shade it... i have no idea how long it will take. I do see people complete such large drawing in 2 weeks. But i wonder if i'm up to the challenge. Just afraid school will be delaying this project of mine. Anyway let the Project S commence! [Project Sound] The picture i gonna vector out will be....

I think i won't be able to make it as detailed as this... But gonna gif it a try. Gonna start with the gears first. Gonna use cheating method of tracing... But then some can't be trace.. Will update on my progress daily... But then, maybe half way i stop, lol....

But the longest one i took is 9 hours, morning do, didn't eat lunch. Was this, Bascially just color and out-lining it. Came out quite nice i would say... But shading... will take dam lot of time... so many flowers, the hair... the clothes... guess i'll leave it to some other time


Ok la watever... I bet i gonna take more than 2 weeks to complete it. School work more important!

Hope to receive comments... Bad or good ones is fine. I'll try to improve

Maybe i should try editing real life photos... But i'm kinda afraid of editing one

~~~~~ Entry made at 1.01pm ~~~~ [Maybe later gonna update, so seperating it first]

Ok so started on that dam picture.. took 1 min to draw the first curve, wth... Keep getting the wrong angle... I made a temp. background for it, since it doesn't have a background... Simple one... Ok i'm displaying it small since its incomplete and have alot of small mistake around... [The  gaps / broken lines are for other stuff later on..]



So after doing this , lazy le~~~ Next time.... then do le... I bet i'm not even 1% near completion.

Man my DVDE sketches still cmi... got quite a number of idea... and can onli explain how it looks like, i dun think the lecturer understand my drawing...

There's 1 of the ideas where i'm sitting on a chair and looking at earth. Then i was thinking... How the hell can i take a picture of the earth??? I'm suppose to fly into space and take it ??? So i screwed the idea....

How come no anime nowadays !!! The onli anime i'm currently watching is, Special A, Vampire Knight, Waiting for clannad last episode..., Bleach... All the dumb + lame + stupid anime is gone! all end le....

O ya and, didn't manage to show this yesterday, i mean i forgotten about it. Atoli in Aida Form, The dot hack movie. Beautiful huh, lol






Anyway picture of the day, By: Tenx [Thats the girl who's sitting in that machine of the "Project S"]
Kururu

So after that last pic i did... i went for afternoon nap. I dun really like doing afternoon since like it looks like its wasting my time. I bascially do another simple sketch for my DVDE. My drawing sux, but i hope its ok... I think its just a draft or simple picture to explain to the teacher how we gonna make our image on computer.

So saw this cool tagboard at my friend's blog. Previously i have no idea why i can't use the board at www.tagboard.com or www.tag-board.com at my blog. So didn't have a tagboard before. But now i found this, seems like it works, but too bad i can't adjust the size any smaller so i have to add it above my entry.... Can't do it at the side, can't see the "send" button.

Did some thinking. I think i.... better stop doing all this stupid thing. I dun wan everything to repeat, just like 5 years ago... I dun wanna be greedy anymore. I just want to be able to talk and laugh with her. Asking for more, might end up, just like last time. So... mo yi (enough)... Althought i really hope to. But i guess, maybe its better to stay this way. But sometime... i really hope for more.

世界唯一的你. Trying to learn how to sing this song. Anyone interested in going k box. I wanna learn back, how to sing... Been 1 year plus since i last go k box.

Last wish for the day, i dun wan to be ignored, like 5 years ago.

Watched this new movie, i think its new. Its cool, try it.

.hack//G.U. Trilogy Movie










[Ain't Kite suppose to be the main character... He's like the bad guy this time... His name here they called it Tri-Edge... Not sure what it is though, Since i dun play Dot Hack]

Picture of the day, from Air Gear. By: Oh! Great and Chloe-chan.

Pink Is The New Blue

 Man woke up early in the morning again, can't sleep... Something shocked the hell out of me this morning...

So ya anyway... was looking through my own pictures, i mean the pictures i made myself not photos of me...., i saw back a few uncompleted pictures i did...


Well didn't do any coloring for this too.. The 2nd seems hard to color cause i mess up some of the lines... So maybe for the whole day today i gonna try shading and coloring...

And saw this, lol....

Drawn by my friend through using mouse. Can't believe he can draw this using mouse... In msn too... I took the drawing , helpped clean up a bit... althought the lines are still pretty strange, and color it. I guess i dun feel like shading this =.= [Again, he drew it using mouse... my friend from ite.]


Yeh gonna shade this by today. 2 hours of drawing, 1 hour of coloring. Shading shouldn't take much time... Ok sorry i'm too bored... And just wanna divert my attention so i won't think too much.

Anyway reminder to the class... Please ensure you have the reflection paper for the flag day.. if not, get from bao, not sure how many more he have. O and dam i still owe him a drink...

Bascially after a week... class was like really fun... For a reason or two, i dun got the feeling like, "Man early in the morning, too tired, lets pon" feelings. Guess going school is fun... Ok i repeated alot of this... But still some issues might make my mood change, but well its life, i gonna try to change it myself too.

No picture of the day, the new shaded pic will be the picture of the day once i complete it today.

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Ok i'm not very pleased by the outcome... guess i still have alot more to go... I kinda use a cheating method due to laziness and end up making it not nice...

Compare... Doesn't really look obvious... dun really like it... But well forget it... This is faster than i thought... What should i do for the rest of my saturday !!!! Ok going on, next project...

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Ok i'm freaking bored so i went back and search out a few old drawing to make them looks nicer... or just to touch up. Saw this IDevil, i think i did it somewhere near mid of last year....


[Before]


[After]

Can;t really see much different... but the blur, ugly, pixel-ed which can be seen previously had been removed, i redraw the whole shadow. Since i now have better way of drawing the dam ipod wire... it looks more smooth....

Ok whats next....

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Omg, did i even do this. dun remember so, but its in my Own Origin folder. Guess i didn't bother to finish it... Looks crappy

I think maybe i'm just trying the different effects i can do.... Not sure, when do i make this, Unknown..

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Yeh, dam bored bored.... Make another IPod type one, came out pretty fast since i got the layout of the pic. The vector...

IWind


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Guess this is my last piece of work... Dam tired, half way doing it i just anyhow draw already.... Lazy.... A character from True tears... Well you can see i kinda slack on the hair... the eyes too... zzzz guess it might be better to just delete this away...

Dam la dam dam.... i hate this.... i hate myself... For having such weak mind. Everytime once i start thinking i would make things worst.

It makes it even worst when i believe there's chance... Then i'll start thinking and thinking... The only good thing about this is. I would get a taste of happiness through imagination. But then when it turns back to reality, it worsen my case.

I try to find ways to talk, i did, i try to get closer, hard... i try to be near, hardest =.=

Okay watever... i'm fed up with myself.

So suppose to had dvd today. But the teacher mess up his time table. So basicially we did 1 hour of nothing. Was fun though...

Had sometime to chat... first time though.. But gladzzzzzzzzz

So after that we are told that our timing is gonna change for 2 weeks. Friday from 12 - 3 become 10 to 4. Tuesday however shorten to 1 to 4.

Actually... what i know about myself.. is that, i really dun have confident and keep thinking of the negative part....
 
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Especially... whenn i wanna jio her.

Picture of the day. searched the word Sadness for it, to suit my mood. From dunno wat anime. By: Studio Deen and Indriani

Heiress of Hell

Omfg... so today lesson ends at 6... everyone was dam tired today...

During lunch had to walk over to 2248 to do the configuration thing... I hate it when i'm doing things without the group. So i just try to speed things up... So after that went over to kfc to join everyone... Still pretty like my class, alot of jokers around to make the whole class pretty fun and united. Like Fahmy and Daniel. O ya keep forgetting to get Daniel number. And Vanessa too.

So anyway was having maths today. Althought i told myself to be low profile... For goal of module i put AD, Distinction A. Well i really hope to get it, since its the only thing i can get good grades for. After that we are spread among groups that balance out each of our skills. Like 2 okok people in a group helping the others. Didn't manage to be in the same group as her. But well.. nvm i gave up.

3D was pretty lame also... 2nd time doing simple drawings of 3D. But i guess its no choice since we are just starting to use maya. Of course... low profile... didn't do anything extra... But was fun actually to see my classmate playing around.

So after that meeting doll, ok HX, over at JP. Ate some baked rice... $8.50 , dam small... So guess got to treat her this time. Guess its ok, first time also... She's the onli one whom i can talk to also. I mean like sharing what i think..

So lastly picture of the day Code Geass Again, C.c again~ by: sunrise and fsty

What An Outfit

O shit... this module dvd, well i dun mean david.... It stands for Digital Visual Design. Requires me to draw a sketch wth man... I can do it directly on the computer... but how do u expect me to draw it out.... i tried out a few sketches but they look crappy... I know i really cannot draw... Shit this...

I dun mind drawing a rough sketch through adobe and passing to the teacher by printing it out.... Dam i hate drawing, my drawing sux, think i gonna do badly in this...

Gonna get 2 more books again. But this time, i find the book quite useless. So i gonna get it as 2nd hand.

Had character development this morning, well it's fun, but seems like we need to do alot of project on it. Projects projects and projects... Althought i hope to be able to team up with some of the girls, especially 1. But too bad, they are already together... Hopefully will be able to team up with ome of them.


Well if you know me well enough, i won't be able to approach a girl and ask "would you like to be in my group?" and so on. But wait, i'll try to do it next time. Yeh gogo delconi.

Yeh dam food court 6, like what my friends said....

Lastly picture of a day, Ipod like pic, pretty neatly done.

Imoldavite

Yeh so finally have the first maths lesson today. Shiok man, everything never see before. Finally gonna learn new stuff. But seems like the first topic Matricies, i seen it somewhere before... not sure where... But who cares its new ! Yeh maths rocks the world out of me.

And started on java as well. Seems very familiar with Basic X. Since i learn qutie a few of different programming, i have basic knowledge of it. No problem with it. O ya and keep forgetting to get my OC team mate, need 1 more...

So manage to take a good look at the last girl which i didn't really get to see her face today. Kinda cute, her voice is quite soft though. If i'm not wrong... i think i saw her at bugis, told my friend about it when i'm at bugis. 1 of them says she's pretty. Pretty rare, since the girl whom i always say is pretty my friend won't say its pretty =.=

But guess she got alot of guy friends around her, so well forget it.

Anyway just to share a few old photos i took but no time to upload them



Tasty looking... some are even "shining". From Ang Mo Kio, the shop near the Coffee shop, not the AMK Hub.



Empty train in the morning, woot, kinda rare, i think i took this on last week monday. Returning trip after i messed up the time for orientation.



Yeh my books... HTML, Java, Maya. Whats next? Kaya?

Anyway started on HTML today... Kinda boring when the teacher explains the same old stuff again. Which i teach to my juniors during my secondary school... Kinda sounds like the same thing... So i guess i'll just play around... Not hoping to get any attention in class, i just do what the teacher told me to do, nothing extra. I wanna stay normal, or making people think i'm stupid or wat so ever.

Our PTN, which stands for i dunno wat =.=, is our HTML teacher, Mr Bala. Yeh friendly looking guy. I guess every teacher here is friendly. Should be able to get along quite well... After getting my laptop, which is tml... i'll start chionging already.

K picture of the day, Code Geass again, yeh favourite anime. C.C. By: Sunrise and Yoruangel866. They name it as other language so i gonna just change it back to english.

You Are Beautiful [Of course she is....]

Woot, the trains are dam crowded, Can't even squeeze through. Reached around 15 mins earlier, to check where the class is.

Alot of people, either in the canteen having their breakfast, or slowly walking up to their class. So this is poly? I sense stress out of some student, but i do sense slack and fun too.

Ok i won't deny, there's dam alot, and yes i mean alot, of girls. Different type, guess i can't say different shape and sizes =.=. Some emo type, natural beauty, cute ones, and of course bitchy ones. Glad all of the girls in my class are very nice and friendly, including the new one that join us today.

You could say she's pretty, since almost everyone in my previous ITE knew her name. I knew she's not those beauty type without knowledge when i saw her winning the competition, and 1st prize too. Yup she's friendly too. Well normally i thought people who are quite pretty tend to be less friendly... But guess this dun apply to her.

Fun class, presentation wasn't a problem today, speak quite well too... althought i didn't really explain my point, just doing questions and answers...

During lunch, omfg, everyone was shock to see the canteen is fully occupy... We take around 15 mins to get 3 tables for a total of 10 - 12 of us. including 5 girls and some of us. 1st lunch together as a class.

And yes, this is when i see, alot alot of girls =.=

O ya forgot to mention, saw a friend of mine before i step into the school, YL. She's giving out flyers. I just took 1 from her, since she didn't really shows that she wanted to talk... And in school saw Ling ling, long time no see her as well. Saw my friend from my ITE and i just say "Wa lao, engineer come cope SMIT people place". haha.

Guess it was quite a fun day. Till i have to spend $70 on some of the books. Can't wait for 2nd hand since i'm really interested in those. Maya, a 3D drawing and animate tools. Java, yes~~~ finally i get to learn java. Saw my next few module. Maths, omfg? i can't ask for anything more. And. HTML Web Publishing, OMFG? I'm now not sure if i choose the wrong course or not.

Yup thats all, things well pretty well too. Guess its all fun. Orite good luck to myself. The only wish i had this year was... For all those, who once hated me, who dun wanna talk to me, who delete away me from friendster... and msn... or even blocked me. To forgive me, or to give me another chance. But haha... guess i didn't do any good things to make them forgive me... Sadly...

Code Geass R2 02
Japan Independent Plan


[Looks like same thing as season 1.... But i still really like how they draw him.]


[I thought it was Karen, but well nevermind it all sounded the same if you pronounce it in japanese...] *Jap pronounce R as L* most of the time...


[She got shot in the chest, that explains the blood. So more Geass user in the show... i wonder how Zero gonna win all this...]

Picture of the day. From Holic XxX. By saki-Yan.

Disguise

So tomorrow start of school.

Before that happy birthday to my little cousin~ Dun even know it before my my mum told me about it.

And dam my internet i still gay-ish... can't upload photobucket sometime, wonder if its my com or what...

Glad not to see anything worst happen to her... Well i mean i'm just caring about her as a friend. Anyway hope nothing else will happen.

NOOO LAPTOP AH!!!! Dam, still must wait..

Alot told me not to be the monitor / class rap of my class since it will be quite troublesome.

Starting watching the korean show, The Legend, "太王四神記". Actually the main reason i wanna watch is because of that female actor E ji ah. But now after watching 2 episode, this show is actually not bad, If anyone wanna watch just tell me. I'll lend it over :)

Hayate No Gotoku 52 ~End~


[She normally dun wear bikini =.= Guess its last episode they are doing a fan service huh...]


[The Trios, most funny characters in the show i guess...]


[Ending... But, there's season 2 !!!!]

Picture of the day... ok once i fix my photobucket...

Simply Just Haruhi

So laptop will arrive only after 10 days, or within 10 days. That means, i'll be without lap top for the first week. This sux...

I wonder if she's alright. I had the same situation before, so i understand. Not really sure what happen. Can't ask too. Wait, its wrong for me to even know such thing happen. But seeing her like that, while i enjoy for the pass few days, i look like a bastard. I couldn't even help. What's the use saying all this now. The only thing i can do is hope everything is alright.

O and dam my internet is still gay-ish. Can't even upload most of my picture...

School starting on monday, still lazy i guess. And i need to set a goal so i that i got a target. Guess 4gpa is impossible here. So, how bout 3.9? Ok cool, i'll try to get 3.9 ! Must get, hope to get, would like to get.

Nothing to day as well, few friends came over and played. Ya played.

So good luck to me, for my poly lifes and result.

Picture of the day from Code Geass, again.

Fallen Into Darkness


I'm willing to sing a song...

Flag day was boring yesterday... Walked over to orchard at first. Waiting for my friends by the mrt. Lucky my mum threw me all the 5 cents before hand. Went to eat mac with my friends. Actually rather than calling it flag day, its more like a social event/programme for me. Have fun talking with them joking around. But guess you won't knew how they will act once school starts. I mean some might become hard working all of a sudden?

So bought my lap $1400... Heart pain... If possible i dun hope to buy another buy guess no choice...

Something wrong with the internet lately, can't even upload photos. Sometime can't even get on yahoo... Watched quite a few new anime... But guess can't upload all now...

Code Geass R2 1
The Day The Demon Awakes


[Revival of the king, when he gain back his memory, he got that FJ face]


[How he got back his memory, and thats how C.C. seal it up as well.]
[Picture not in order, since something wrong with the uploader.... I Recommend everyone to watch this, its really good.]

Picture of the day from no idea what but looks nice. No title too...